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I'm oncall over Christmas. What better way to waste time than create a new song. This one is rather noisy, with gain turned up purposely too high. If you can believe, this was inspired by Arcade Fire's Ocean of Noise. Here is the video.

Some new videos for my latest songs. Under A Rest and Circus.

A new song I've been sitting on for awhile. Thought I would release it so I can move on to something new .

Made a new song this weekend, check it out.

This morning on Democracy Now I heard this:

... On Friday, the veteran journalist Helen Thomas asked White House Press Secretary Robert Gibbs about the Obama administration’s dealings with Blackwater.

White House Press Secretary Robert Gibbs: “I asked for an update, which I have not yet gotten, on where we are in different contracts. I would—as it relates to CIA’s use of contracting, I would point you specifically to them for responses on that.”

Helen Thomas: “I don’t think they would tell us.”

Gibbs: “They may tell you, Helen. If you use that sweet voice on the phone, you never know what you could get.”

Thomas: “I want them to stop killing people.”

Gibbs: “You should let them know.”

Thomas: “You should, too.”

I should point out there was various giggling after the 'sweet voice' comment. Now substitute Helen Thomas with a much younger woman, some news starlet from CNN. How do you think Gibbs' words would be taken? He probably would be accused of sexual harassment. Or how about a male journalist?

But of course to a much older lady, these words can't be taken seriously. And neither can Helen's. It's grossly apparent that they treat her like a teddy bear in the room, something to show that the 'liberals' are allowed in, but really they are just cute and cuddly bears. She is the old grandma that is always in the room. Sure she may say some uncomfortable remarks, but awwww, isn't she cute? Next question?

I've started creating 'videos' for my music and now have a Youtube channel. I've got 2 songs up so far .

Here is my latest recording. Yes that is keyboard cat on the drums.

It's been awhile since I've tried to record something. This weekend I didn't get much sleep as I was up playing with a free trial of Ableton Live 8.

A few months ago I picked up a Yamaha Dtxplorer electronic drum set. I had no idea how to play the drums but slowly got the hang of it. It's a lot of fun, but I'm still pretty bad. That's why I haven't recorded anything lately. I wanted to at least be able to make a simple beat. With Ableton I can do a lot more (Arpeggiator is the coolest thing). It definitely makes me sound a lot better than I really am haha.

Check out the recording I made. I use a bunch of effects and automation. Half of the drums are quantized, and I'm sure you can definitely tell which half . The other parts I definitely go off tempo, but oh well, need to practice.

Here is an interesting Frontline/World about e-waste. Think twice when throwing out that old computer!

I just finished reading Dawkins' The Ancestor's Tale, quite an amazing history of life told backwards in time. Dawkins' eloquence rivals Carl Sagan, and watching Cosmos in parallel to reading this book, I notice striking similarities. It seems the important scientists of today are restating what Sagan said years ago. Sagan was definitely ahead of his time.

In the chapter on Sponges, Dawkins talks about germ-line vs soma cells:

... germ-line cells are those that are capable of giving rise to reproductive cells and whose genes are therefore in principle immortal. The germ line is a small minority of cells residing in ovaries or testes, and insulated from the need to do anything else but reproduce. Soma is that part of the body that is not germ line -- somatic cells are destined not to pass their genes on indefinitely. In a eumetazoan such as a mammal, a subset of cells is set aside early in embryology as germ line. The rest of the cells, the cells of the soma, may divide a few times to make liver or kidney, bone or muscle, but then their dividing career comes to an end.

To consider that the genes in your germ-line cells can be traced back to the origin of life is quite amazing. But what if a cell that's supposed to stop dividing continues dividing. That's cancer. A pretty good article on mercury poisoning in Discover states:

One cause of cancer is healthy cells' growing out of control and losing their identity: They forget that they are programmed to be liver or heart cells and go rogue, not dying in the usual manner but instead continuing to replicate into more rogue cells.

Dawkins' goes on:

Cancer cells are the sinister exception. They have somehow lost the ability to stop dividing. But as Randolph Nesse and George C. Williams, the authors of The Science of Darwinian Medicine, point out, we should not be surprised. On the contrary, the surprising thing about cancer is that it is not more common than it is. Every cell in the body, after all, is descended from an unbroken line of billions of generations of germ-line cells that have not stopped dividing. Suddenly being asked to become a somatic cell like a liver cell, and learn the art of not dividing, has never happened before in the entire history of the cell's ancestors! Don't be confused. Of course the bodies that housed the cell's ancestors had livers. But germ-line cells -- by definition -- are not descended from liver cells.

Indeed it is rather incredible that cancer is not more prevalent. It just goes to show just how honed our bodies are through evolution. Any slight error in this descendency is liable to end that germ-line forever; a death of a lineage. Nature is not forgiving. The book paints a grim tale. Evolution is essentially the history of death and the honing of survivability. There are so many branches, organisms, species, individuals, that died without reproducing. So I ask, is it really important that any one individual reproduce?

Modern-day medicine counteracts the death of an individual, keeping the lineage going when in the past the individual may not have survived to reproduce. Rise in cancer is almost inevitable if we prolong the lifetime of our error-prone genes.

But if you think of the whole world as an organism, the death of lineages in the evolutionary tree is reminiscent of "soma vs germ." In this tree, some species die off. These are like the soma. They make the "liver" of the world, providing some function to the overall survivability of the world's life but ultimately dying. They are unknowingly altruistic to a much larger organism. Then you have the species that produce offspring. These are like the germ-line cells, continuing their path through evolution. The soma are the cells that die in our webbed embryological hands to make way for fingers. Both their life, and their death, serves a purpose. Might looking at the world, or even the universe, as one big living organism with internal organs and an embryology of its own, lead to a different understanding of life as we know it?

Hulu has all of the episodes of probably the greatest science show of all time: Cosmos. The only annoying thing is the commercials.

Some really good TED talks:

• Wearable tech
• Importance of Play
• Dirty Jobs

I'm going to be in Florida 2/15 to 3/1. Want to catch up? Shoot me an email.

I'm a reading a pretty good book called The Art of Being a Parasite. It has some really fascinating studies about parasites. One of them is regarding clutch size of a certain species of birds. This is basically the number of offspring. In this particular bird, their nests are filled with ticks that parasitize the babies (ectoparasites, on the outside of the body). This is not interesting in itself, but what is interesting is the behavior of parent birds when this happens in a controlled study. If researchers put more ticks in a nest, the parents have more children. It is as if they realize that the survival of their offspring is hampered due to the parasite, so the best strategy is having more children. Obviously there is a trade-off here because this will increase competition between the babies for food, perhaps making things worse. Makes you wonder what motivations belie other animals desire for many offspring, even humans. Could it be that the people who have more children instinctively do so out of fear that some will not live on?

There are all sorts of interesting studies like this in the book. Another story talks about how one group of poor people on an island suffered less from a particular parasite and it had to do with culture and religion.

Finally, and probably most instructively, these researches considered parasitism rates in light of traditional behaviors of different communities on the island. The most striking aspects of their report concern the Indian community, whose households manifested fewer cases of parasitism than did those of the other communities. "In their domestic lives, the Indians of Reunion have adhered to many rules and customary behaviors of their country of origin. These rules have even acquired a sacred value and are transmitted to children along with religious values. The separation of the pure and the impure, of the clean and the dirty are explicitly valued. There are ritual hand-washings, frequent baths, and shoes are considered 'dirty.' These practices establish a barrier between humans and the environment, even when the standard of living is low."

It's not hard to imagine that a reason for religion could be a survival advantage. By following certain rules, fabricated as they may be, they could have made a certain group of individuals more likely to survive.

Here is an interesting 2-hour documentary about money. Definitely worth checking out to learn about the history of our trading.

Been playing around more with Ardour. Here is my new recording. It's the first time I played with the effects available for Ardour. It's called "Detune" because it starts with a sample which I use a pitch shifter effect to get it to the tune I want. I learned a alot about using automation in Ardour.

This recording is a bit noisy any and is definitely missing some 'fatness'. The bass needs to be stronger. I also went a bit overboard with the reverb. Anyway, enjoy!